was completley there decision
nothing to do with me
have no choice in what to do
not higher up so no say in the work place
was not my choice
no say in what medication I was taking
felt like i was the only sick one in
the world
everyone would ask me what to do
in certain situations
friends looked up to me
everyone thought I was "cool"(I was not)
they would all praise me for being the nicest
I was the one with a car
I thought I was the funniest
everyone would pay attention to me